Slipping...

My grades are slipping. My weekly weight fluctuations are worrisome. My study habits are disintegrating. My period is late.

I need to be in control of my life like I used to be. I thought I was living "normally:" I had...
"normal" grades: all A's
"normal" weight: 105-113
"normal" social life: 4 best friends

I was wrong.

Now, I am "normal," and I hate it.
Normal grades: B's
Normal weight: 126
Normal social life: lots of friends plus a f-buddy.

I can't live like this anymore.

Things need to change and I am the only person who can change them

I can be stressed and get A's or I can be upset (have "fun"- grey's anatomy...?) And get B's. NOT OK.

Let's fix this thing. Now.