Life!!!

What is this?? All I want to do is be able to relax. I'm so nervous about the future. Before, all I had to do was get good grades, but now I have to do so much more than that. Plus, I think I have a social life... What!? Hahaha

I've been having a lot of hip pain, and according to Chinese medicine, it comes from being nervous about moving forward in life. The hip moves you forward literally when you walk... the Chinese are so smart.

It's ok to have a friend with benefits, right? But what if I have a crush on his best friend? And what if I haven't gotten over my ex-friend with benefits? And what about those other two guys I'm flirting with? Whoopsies. I have an awful lot on my plate. Or maybe I'm just a flirt. Or maybe I'm just looking for external gratification. I'm gonna go with the last one.

The song "Keep Breathing" just started playing. Very appropriate.